You're too hard on yourself Fayth...look at your intentions, and look at others. Being a bboy with the abilities you already have may not be sufficient for you, and I get that...the abilities you have are never enough, because you feel that they could be better, even if just by a small margin...but it's not abilities that make you appreciate your talents. It's your motives...and from what I've seen, heard, and can tell, you got the good ones. If only one thing (And there's much more) I admire about you, it's your attitude towards your beliefs.

Peace man. Don't hesitate to Elevate at ya own rate.

bboy fayth...idk wut u talkin bout cuz u rock my socks off =)

hope ta see ya soon!

-bgirl shuey XP